Tuesday, July 29, 2025

Hilton Head Island: tough women; RETURN TO THE SEA in the U.K.

If you are a soccer/football fan as I am you just watched the Women’s Euro Championship with great pleasure.  England, the defending champion, repeated, but they did it the hard way, coming from behind in their quarter final, semi-final, and the final itself.  In the tournament five of the seven knock-out matches went into extra time, including both semi-finals and the final.  England’s quarter final against Sweden and the final against Spain ended in penalty shoot-outs.  England’s coach, Sarina Wiegman, who is Dutch, has now coached the winning team in the past three Women’s Euros, having also won with the Netherlands in 2017.  When shown on the sidelines, she always appears calm.  After England’s final victory, right back, Lucy Bronze, revealed that she played the entire tournament with a stress fracture in a tibia.  When asked if she was in pain, she said, “Yes.” When asked if it was worth it, she said “Yes.” 

As I have observed before, women do not dive as much as men.  They shrug off falls and fouls and get on with the game. They argue less with officials and generally show better sportsmanship than men.  

They also play very good and entertaining soccer/football.


From Bill in the UK comes the correct URL for the Kindle edition of RETURN TO THE SEA at the British Amazon site.  I had not considered that the one I posted was only for US Amazon.  I note that these URLs are almost as long as the book itself.  I thank him.  You no longer have an excuse.  I expect British sales to soar.

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Return-Sea-Webb-Chiles-ebook/dp/B0FJZW7PW3/ref=sr_1_1?crid=3HQVUKZWC9D23&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.0cXYh6fvqHOHJdbo14_wzh70VOOawSNTciPpiinow8E.mEBYK97oQMaIJRTJ3E1-IZcCfTbhDatyNaMRldK5wYE&dib_tag=se&keywords=Return+to+the+Sea+Webb+Chiles&qid=1753704829&sprefix=return+to+the+sea+webb+chiles%2Caps%2C56&sr=8-1


Sunday, July 27, 2025

Hilton Head Island: RETURN TO THE SEA Kindle Edition: safe at last


The day you have long been awaiting--or more likely not--is finally here.  As you can see, after no popular demand whatsoever RETURN TO THE SEA is now available in a Kindle Edition.  
  
https://www.amazon.com/Return-Sea-Webb-Chiles-ebook/dp/B0FJZW7PW3/ref=sr_1_1?crid=ACQ2XYE33THP&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.AHuKE9dEzPydwaYsKr0Psg.gGZp1IfsVp9v8sXXGzFa77GRmhNwdI16OvwKHsczqVE&dib_tag=se&keywords=return+to+the+sea+webb+chiles&qid=1753622216&s=digital-text&sprefix=return+to+the+sea+webb+chiles%2Cdigital-text%2C152&sr=1-1

I did not do this for the money and will donate the first $100,000 in royalties to charity.  Royalties beyond $100,000 I will keep for myself.

Creating the Kindle edition was more tedious and frustrating than I remembered despite Amazon providing some excellent assistance, particularly with an app, Kindle Create.  The difficulties came from embedded formatting locked into the scan of the hardcover edition of the book and that the scan itself has significant inaccuracies, among them that it does not capitalize boat names although they are capitalized in the hardcover--and as you would expect there are a lot of boat names--and that it frequently and randomly copied words, letters and punctuation marks in red.  I have gone over the scan many times and believe I have eliminated most of the errors, but doubt I have found them all.

Anyway for those of you who prefer as I do to read on a device instead of paper  RETURN TO SEA is now device friendly for your enjoyment and edification.



You may have seen that the Venezuelan Little League baseball team, the champions of Latin America, have been denied visas to participate in the Senior Little League World Series.

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I expect that most of you reading this are my fellow Americans and we can all sleep better tonight knowing that we are safe from these dangerous thirteen year olds.  We are blessed to have a government and a leader who protect us from such dire threats.  Truly blessed, but I know not by whom or what.


Monday, July 21, 2025

Hilton Head Island: I disagree; "feels like' and heat index


You may recall my writing about a deadly boat crash that took place in Skull Creek a few weeks ago.

Above is a screenshot taken from iSailor.  I believe the boat ran into Skull Creek Daybeacon 7.  Daybeacons are unlit.

The official report of the investigation into the crash by the South Carolina Department of Natural Resources has been released.  An article summarizing the report as published in the Hilton Head newspaper, THE ISLAND PACKET, is below.  I have screen shot it from Apple News +.

It is filled with bureaucratic irrelevances such as that the boat had a fire extinguisher and the required number of life jackets.  I suppose that being bureaucrats they had to mention such things.

What I strongly disagree with is:  "Investigators who authored the SCDNR crash report did not indicate any watercraft or human errors that contributed to the collision."  Driving a boat at 30-39 mph at night on a relatively narrow twisting waterway with known unlit markers is human error as clearly proven by the crash itself.  

I note with bemusement that the article is headed "Crime" and "No criminal charges to be filed"  Who would they have been filed against?  The man driving the boat at speed is dead.

I am surprised to learn the cost of the boat.  I had no idea that a 23' power boat can sell for $100,.000.  












That summers are hot in the marsh is not news.  However like much of this country we are hotter than usual.  Yesterday the high was 95F/35C which is 8F/4.4C above average for the day.  Today is expected to be the same.

I checked the 'feels like' temperature yesterday afternoon in the Apple Weather app and was surprised to find it was only 98F.  I took a short walk and it felt hotter to me despite an eight or nine knot breeze off the creek.  So I checked the National Weather Service Hilton Head Airport site and discovered a heat index of 105F/40.5C.  Quite a difference.  I had thought that 'feels like' and heat index were the same.  I googled and found out I was wrong.

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It is now my understanding that heat index factors temperature and humidity.  Feels like adds wind chill.  The wind off Skull Creek yesterday had no chill, but presumably aided sweat evaporation.

Whatever the numbers, in the summers here I miss San Diego and the Bay of Islands.



Friday, July 18, 2025

Hilton Head Island: more from RETURN TO THE SEA

I finished RETURN TO THE SEA.  Although it relates the last 20,000 miles of my fourth circumnavigation, from Boston to Sydney, Australia, between June 2001 and February 2003, there is more land in it than in my other books.

I completed my first circumnavigation in 201 sailing days and less than a calendar year.  I completed my fifth in 193 sailing days and 18 months.  But that fourth circumnavigation took twelve years, two boats and two wives.  As I note in the book, actually it could more accurately be described as a two and a half year circumnavigation with a nine year interruption.

Here are some of the passages from RETURN TO THE SEA:


                                                               The Breath

Many of us live with tension so constant that it becomes transparent until a change in intensity brings it back to mind.

Decades ago in San Diego when I had what is called a real job, I found that sometimes when I went daysailing out beyond Point Loma and got into the open ocean, I would unconsciously take a deep breath and suddenly become aware that the constant tension had vanished.

On the afternoon of Thursday, June 7, at approximately 40º N  48º W, (with Carol on our passage from Boston to The Azores) while sitting on the deck as THE HAWKE OF TUONELA close reached east at her customary seven knots, I took such a breath.  It had been years,  So long that I had forgotten.  The breath cannot be willed; it simply comes.  But it felt so good I took another.


In sailing the world I have been most impressed by three achievements:  the single generation in which tiny Portugal exploded over the globe and justifiably claimed to be “first in all oceans”; the earlier expansion of Islam in a few centuries from the Arabian Peninsula to islands just off Australia in one direction and the west coast of Africa in the other; and the British Empire.  All were creations of people with relatively small populations who took incredible risks because they believed in themselves and their myths.  It did not matter that the myths were not real, only that they were believed in.  As a child I made up my own myth about myself and then I lived it.  Myths may be all we have.


Of King Sebastian, 1554-1578, who led a Portuguese army into disaster, the Portuguese poet, Fernando Pessoa wrote:

                            What’s a man who isn’t mad

                                But some ruddy beast,

                            A corpse postponed that breeds?



Let me express a personal preference:  even ignoring the cost, I would rather be at anchor or on a mooring than in a marina.

At anchor a boat is alive, she swings with the wind, has better ventilation, more privacy, and better views from the cockpit.  In addition, I just like having a moat between me and the world.


During it we passed unseen Cape Brojodor, the merest excuse of a cape, completely unnoticeable on a modern chart of the African coast, but in its time more feared than Cape Horn is today.  Brojodor stopped the Portuguese for generations.  Seamen refused to go beyond it, into what they called “a green sea of darkness” from which no ship could return.  Foul currents, storms, sea monsters, an ocean that steamed and boiled.  If they had read their Herodotus, they would have known that the Phoenicians had successfully come up from the south on their clockwise circumnavigation of Africa almost two thousand years earlier.  But then Herodotus was not much known in fifteenth century Europe, and probably few of them could read at all.  Finally in 1434 one captain, Gil Eames, did venture beyond Brojodor, returned to tell the tale, and became a national hero.

November 11 (2001), our eight day out of Gibraltar, saw us 70 miles west of Cape Brojodor and about the same south of the Canary Island of Fuerteventura.  Our weather was clearing, but the BBC reported that overnight the now distant center of the storm had caused flooding, destruction  and death in Algiers.

I was pleased to be at sea with Carol on my sixtieth birthday.  I remembered being in New Zealand on my way back to Cape Horn on my fiftieth, but couldn't recall any other of my new decade birthdays.  My fifties had been a trial, if largely of my own making, with a growing acceptance that parts of my life were not going to be as I had once hoped.  That I was at sea that day, heading out, was proof that I had endured if not prevailed, and that I had lasted much longer than anyone, including me, had ever expected.  I was where I wanted to be.


When we visited the port captain’s office (in Dakar) to clear for departure (for Brazil) the official solemnly examined the papers I had completed on arrival, asked a few questions in French about our next port, stamped the papers and handed them to me.  In my broken French I asked if he spoke English, he shook his head no, so I continued in French to say, “We like Senegal.”  He broke into a  big smile and said, in English, “You come back.”


In the year that it had taken THE HAWKE OF TUONELA to carve a big Z across the North and South Atlantic Oceans from Boston to Cape Town, she had covered 12,000 miles and been underway for 130 days, of which 97 were on ocean passages,  I have read that cruisers only sail one day in ten, so perhaps I am not a cruiser.  Over the years I have found that, as I did in THE HAWKE OF TUONELA, I sail one day in three.


(In Cape Town) I continued to ride my bicycle or walk (from the Royal Cape Yacht Club the mile and a half) to the Victoria and Albert shopping complex at the other end of the harbor every other day.

One day something reminded me of a poem I had written in Tahiti thirty years earlier, during one of the times I was waiting for Suzanne.  It was about a solitary old man I often saw riding a blue bicycle along the Papeete waterfront.  I realized that I had become my poem.  Just as I became a different poem, ‘Gray Days’, when I sank RESURGAM.  I was about the same age the old man was then, and I was riding a blue bicycle.  Different waterfront.



I heard the wave coming, hissing like a snake, but then I had heard many waves coming.  Seven or eight every minute.  Even when I did not hear them approach, they sometimes suddenly exploded against the hull like artillery shells.  Several had picked us up and thrown us far over.  Countless had filled the cockpit and poured through the edges of the companionway.  The sodden chart of the Southern Ocean between Africa and Australia had long been removed from the chart table.  Twice I had been completely soaked in the cabin and now wore foulweather gear inside even with the companionway closed.

THE HAWKE OF TUONELA and I were 2,200 miles and five storms out of Cape Town at 41º S, 59º E.  That Carol had returned to her architectural career before this passage was additional, though redundant, proof of her superior intelligence.

The instrument system had recorded maximum gusts in the storms of 57, 60, 44, 51, and 61 knots of apparent wind coming from astern, so the true wind was six or seven knots greater.  This wave spared me the annoyance of reading such numbers again.  (By knocking THE HAWKE OF TUONELA down so that her masthead was below the water which tore the wind instruments and masthead light off, as later knockdowns did on GANNET.)

I was sitting on the starboard settee berth, facing aft, trying to concentrate on David McCullough’s fine biography of John Adams.  THE HAWKE OF TUONELA was making six to seven knots under bare poles—and it can probably be stated categorically that if you can do seven knots under bare poles, you should be under bare poles.


When an hour later after restoring the cabin to some semblance of order after the knockdown I opened the companionway and stuck my head above deck:

Partially blocked in the troughs, on the crests of the waves the wind staggered me.

I glanced about the ocean.  It was a scene of undeniable grandeur.  A half dozen albatrosses with 8-foot wingspans and more than a dozen smaller shearwaters glided and dipped over the peaks and troughs of twenty to thirty foot high and a thousand yard long waves that gleamed in bright sunshine.  

One of the things I have sought at sea is purity, and here it was: unblemished beauty and power, perhaps too much power.  A shadow loomed over me.  I held tight to the grab rail near the main traveler.  A week earlier a wave had bent a similar 1-inch tube on which a solar panel was mounted.  The wave broke, slamming into my back.  When it passed I turned.  Of course another wave was coming, but I had time to get below.

In my mind I can still see the grandeur of that stormy ocean.

That storm was the sixth of the passage.  Tired of being beaten up I moved a bit north out of the Forties.  But I had two more storms, one at least as strong as the one that knocked us down, which made eight storms of gale force and four of hurricane force in a 5,000 mile and a little more than five week passage.


As I entered Sydney Harbor in February 2003 closing my fourth circle:

I cut the engine to just above idle and briefly ducked into the cabin to turn on the CD player.

We passed through Sydney Heads to the somber and serene notes of Jean Sibelius’, ‘The Swan of Tuonela’, which partially gave THE HAWKE OF TUONELA her name.

I patted the deck and said, ‘“Hawkey, they’re playing our song.”




Friday, July 11, 2025

Hilton Head Island: swimming; sailing; METAMORPHOSES; RETURN TO THE SEA; two poems




Carol and I went for a swim in the condo pool the other afternoon.  This was our first swim of the year and I who once was a strong swimmer felt like a fish out of water, not one in it.  I have been dutifully doing my various workouts, walking and biking, but swimming uses very different muscles.  I managed only eight laps of our modest size pool.  I'll go again this afternoon.  Maybe those muscles will come back.


I would like to go sailing.  Just locally and anchor out a night or two.  It is hot, but I have a small portable fan that operates off the ship's batteries and can handle the heat.  But we have thunderstorms in the forecast forever.  Yesterday afternoon one struck suddenly and I glanced up and saw through almost blinding rain the Spanish Moss horizontal in the wind.  That initial burst of wind and rain soon ended, but light rain persisted and distant thunder was almost continuous for three hours.  I don't recall thunder sustained for so long.


I have just finished reading Ovid's METAMORPHOSES for the third time each in a different translation.  This last was translated by Stephanie McCarter, the first English translation by a woman in sixty years.  I am not sure that the sex of a translator is of any significance beyond marketing.  I like her translation and particularly the many useful footnotes that were easy to access and easy to return from.  The other two translations I have are by men, David Raeburn and Allen Mandlebaum.  I think Mandlebaum's is the best.  I also think that three METAMORPHOSES is enough for one lifetime.


After METAMORPHOSES I started to reread RETURN TO THE SEA.  I had forgotten that there is no Kindle edition of RETURN TO THE SEA and will try to do something about that, but am having to read it in hardcover, which does not provide me with passages most underlined by readers as Kindle does, so I will simply post passages that I particularly like.

Here is the first page.





A little further on during the passage with Jill from Auckland to Punta del Este, Uruguay, via Cape Horn.

On all but the worst days when heavy water poured over the deck as RESURGAM pounded to windward and leapt off waves, I put on my foul weather gear in the afternoon and spent an hour or two in the cockpit.
 
One afternoon an albatross glided down and hung beside us.  He turned his head toward me.  Eye met eye.  Life acknowledged life amidst desolate mountains of water, until with an almost imperceptible curvature of one wind, he arched away and was gone.

I have never forgotten that eye contact.

And in Montevideo, Uruguay, 

In late afternoon we walked along the promenade beside the harbor.  We passed two couples sitting on benches partially sheltered by the seawall.  Only a few feet apart, they were oblivious to one another.  The first couple were young lovers.  The second, dressed in black, were a middle-aged man and an old woman.  The woman, whom we assumed to be the man's mother, was crying.  They seemed to have just come from a funeral.  The couples were the same:  a man with his arms around a woman, her face buried against his chest:  the embraces of love and death identical.

I have never forgotten those two couples either.



From Mei Yao-Ch'En, 1002-1060.


From Su Tung-P'o, 1037-1101











Tuesday, July 8, 2025

Hilton Head Island: books read January-June


 I read more even than usual the first half of this year.  I don't know why that happened, but it did.

Of the fifty-one books--if I have counted correctly--thirteen were of poetry, twenty-one were fiction, and the remaining seventeen were non-fiction.  Four were written by me.  Five were written by the somewhat better known Emile Zola, the last five in his monumental Rougon/Macquart series.  This is the third time I have read THE DEBACLE, which is one of my favorites, but I also very much enjoyed MONEY, about stock market speculation and manipulation, and the final, DOCTOR PASCAL, which is partly an illicit love story and partly about the conflict between science and religion with a final act of revenge that obliterates a man's life work.

This was also the third time I have read MOBY DICK.  I have in the past thought it about three-quarters a great novel that would be improved by having the other quarter cut, but on this reading I did not mind so much that quarter.  Perhaps I am become more accepting in my old age.  Or perhaps less discerning.

And it was the third time I read THE LEOPARD which is a great novel that could not find a publisher during the author's lifetime.  I enjoyed it as much as ever.

THE UNDERGROUND RAILROAD is a work of great original imagination.  SLAUGHTERHOUSE FIVE is justly famous about the bombing of Dresden and in my reading matched with the equally troubling non-fiction THE FIRE AND THE DARKNESS about the same event.

I also very much enjoyed GATES OF FIVE about the battle of Thermopylae and John Gardner's retelling of the legend, GRENDEL.

In non-fiction, in addition to THE FIRE AND THE DARKNESS, I found most interesting THE STRATEGISTS, which is about Churchill, Hitler, Roosevelt, Mussolini, and Stalin, as they made and were made by war; THE DAYS OF THE FRENCH REVOLUTION which presents facts far different than expected; LAWRENCE IN ARABIA which details the betrayals of him and the peoples of the Middle East by French and British WW1 politicians that are still causing havoc today.

With the exception of MODERN AMERICAN POETRY edited by Louis Untermeyer, all the books of poetry are worthwhile.  Untermeyer was a famous editor, but MODERN AMERICAN POETRY dates from about 1920 and includes many poets who may have had reputations then, but whom time has justly forgotten.  However it did bring to my attention Eunice Tietjens and the most unexpected book so far this year, her PROFILES FROM CHINA SKETCHES IN FREE VERSE OF PEOPLE AND THINGS SEEN IN THE INTERIOR.

PROFILES FROM CHINA was first published in 1917 and portrays a China far different from that of present times.  It is available in a free edition from Amazon with such bad formatting that I gladly paid $5 for one that is better.  I think it also may be free from Project Gutenberg.  PROFILES FROM CHINA is difficult to characterize, so I won't.  I found it original and I will soon read it again.  You might give it a try.



Saturday, July 5, 2025

Hilton Head Island: Swan Song

Not mine, but an excellent PBS film about Bernie Harberts’ voyage around North Carolina’s Lake Mattamuskeet in a covered wagon pulled by his mule, Polly.

I meet Bernie earlier this year when he drove down to interview me for a new project he is beginning.  

Bernie circumnavigated in a 35’ steel cutter twenty years ago, but his true voyages have been made since then on or being pulled by mules.  He decided once to try to cross his home state of North Carolina from east to west by mule and when he got to the border with Tennessee like Forest Gump he just kept on going until he reached the Pacific.

Later he crossed the US from north to south, Canada to Mexico, by mule, and subsequently made another mule voyage from North Carolina to Idaho.

Bernie considers them voyages and talks about finding anchorages at night.  Mules are not equipped with running lights.

His voyage around Mattamuskeeet coincided with the unusually cold and snowy weather this part of the country had in late January.  While physically uncomfortable it was visually fortuitous, providing some impressive images in the film which Carol and I watched last night with great pleasure.

Bernie is a friendly solo voyager who likes to go slow and meet people and traveling by mule he certainly does.  His interactions with those he encounters along the way are one of the pleasures of the film.

Swan Song, the title of the film, comes partly from memories Bernie has of visiting the lake many years ago with his grandfather and partly from the trip being the last he will make with Polly, who is now thirty-three years old.

At one point Polly, who is experienced and usually unflappable, balks at crossing a grate over a small stream which she sees as open space.  Bernie unhitches her and walks onto the grate.  She trusts him and cautiously follows.  Back on solid land on the other side, they press their bodies against one another.  Bernie leaves her there and goes back and pulls the wagon across himself.

I admire what Bernie Harbarts is and does.  If you watch the film I expect you will too.

Here is a link to the film:

https://www.pbs.org/video/swan-song-the-legacy-of-lake-mattamuskeet-nwrzgu/

And here is a link to Bernie’s website.

https://riverearth.com/home/

Voyage on.

Wednesday, July 2, 2025

Hilton Head Island: an informed electorate; a swan; a goose; an airman; a young girl

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Click on the above link.

Twelve years ago I wrote in Three Hypotheses:

Democracy does not work and never has, except perhaps on a village scale.

The United States is a plutocracy and always has been in which the monied nobility maintain their control by political contributions and lobbyists, while giving the masses the illusion of the vote.


Four recently read poems,  'Setting a Migrant Goose Free' was written by Po Chu-i who lived  from 772 to 846.  The other three were written by William Butler Yeats who lived from 1865 to 1939.  Coming across 'An Irish Airman Foresees His Death' was meeting an old friend.  I used that poem at the beginning of STORM PASSAGE.  The lines that mean most to me are:

                            Nor law, nor duty bade me fight,

                            Nor public men, nor cheering crowds,

                            A lonely impulse of delight,

                            Drove  to this tumult in the clouds






















Monday, June 30, 2025

Hilton Head Island: death on Skull Creek; sailing the Ghost Coast

Last Friday night two people and two dogs died in a boating accident on Skull Creek.  

I learned of this from the news online the following morning.  There were few details other than reports of the deaths and that two other people on the boat survived and were taken to Hilton Head Hospital.

I speculated that the boat was a small power boat moving at high speed in darkness that ran into something.  However there is not much to run into on Skull Creek other than the supports for the only bridge onto the island.  I also wondered if the operator might have been under the influence of something.

Few new details have yet emerged, but the dead have been identified as a husband and wife, aged 76 and 73. who lived on the mainland in nearby Bluffton.  Reportedly the husband was operating the boat.  I am not including their names.  The accident occurred about 9 PM and to my surprise it happened outside our windows.  I was not aware of it at the time.  

The preliminary investigation indicates that the boat struck a day marker on the Intracoastal Waterway just north of Skull Creek Marina.  Most of the markers on the Intracoastal are lighted.  We see the red and green lights from our condo.  But shoals shift and a year or so ago a new green marker post was placed a few hundred yards from the marina.  It was this marker that I anchored inside of when the battery died on the Evo on my last sail.  I do not know as a fact that this is the one they hit, but think it likely.  I do not recall if there is a light on it.  Perhaps not.

There are not yet more facts.

Some media reports call the accident tragic and go on to alarm readers of the "dangers of boating after dark."  I am not sure the accident was tragic, except for the dogs, unless you consider all human error tragic.  I am sure that moving at speed beyond visibility and your time to react to suddenly appearing obstacles is dangerous.

I am interested and will follow this and report what, if anything, is learned.



Summer heat is well established in the marsh.  This is only normal, not the heat dome that caused places in the north to experience record temperatures.  A friend in Montreal emailed that it was hotter there for a few days than in Hilton Heat and they don't have air-conditioning.

I googled and find that our species can not live long beyond what is called a wet bulb temperature greater than 95C/35C.

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This is not uncommon in summer in the Low Country, so my outside activity is limited to early mornings.  I have gotten up and gone for 7 am bike rides four mornings in the past eight days.  Once out there it is very pleasant.  Sunrise.  Few cars and a few people walking their dogs.  But I like to linger in bed with a glass of juice and a cup of coffee reading what poses as the news and I have to force myself up.  I will again tomorrow, and I will continue my afternoon workouts in air-conditioned bliss, and I will look forward to fall.



In rereading my books I have frequently been struck by how much the places to which I sailed have changed.  This is not surprising when I reached them first almost fifty years ago.  But the Australian coast north of Cairns has not changed.  Not in fifty years.  Probably not in 50,000 years.  It is the Big Empty with beyond Cooktown almost no sign of man.  I have now sailed it four times in four different boats and have called it my favorite coastal sail in the world.  Wait until the southeast trades fill in about the beginning of May and you have beautiful reaching sailing day after day over relatively smooth water inside the Great Barrier Reef with good anchorages all but the penultimate night before reaching Cape York.

In rereading THE OCEAN WAITS I particularly enjoyed Chapter 3 in which I sailed that coast with the ghosts of Captains Cook, Bligh, and Edwards.

Here is that chapter. 


Captain Cook fell asleep. He was entitled to be tired on this night of June 11, 1770. The Endeavour had been groping along the east coast of the Australian continent--New Holland to him--since sighting land south of present-day Sydney on April 19. The captain had no way of knowing about the Great Barrier Reef, its southern end more than a hundred miles offshore at latitude 23° South. Now, in a few more minutes, at 16º South, he would find out.

Still it had been a slow, trying, dangerous sail, with boats out to feel the way ahead and a watch kept in the bow, heaving the lead, day and night, for the last thousand miles. Thus far all had gone well, except for Mr. Orton, Cook's clerk, who had fallen asleep one night so drunk that he did not awaken when someone cut all the clothes from his back, and not being satisfied with this, later returned to his cabin and cut off parts of both his ears. Even by modern Australian standards, that was drunk.

There had been two pianissimo notes of warning. Just before sunset Cook had his first glimpse of a coral shoal, and around 9:30 P.M. the soundings suddenly began to lessen. The captain was on deck, but when the soundings returned to 20 and 21 fathoms before 10:00, he believed it was safe to stand on. He gave his usual orders for sailing at night along an unknown coast and retired to his cabin, where he stripped to his underwear and tried to rest. I doubt that he slept well. He had too much responsibility; there were too many unknowns, among them the question of whether the strait to the west that Torres had reported a century and a half earlier really existed. If it didn't, they might have to remain along this interminable coast all the way to China.

The wind was gentle and the sun bright as Chidiock Tichborne and I sailed those same waters two hundred years later, on the morning of April 23, 1981, our second day out of Cairns, where we had waited out the wet season. I had a detailed chart and unlimited visibility, and I knew my position perfectly. The reef where the Endeavour left her name and part of her bottom was only a mile to the east. Chidiock was being steered easily by the jib sheet, so I stood up, holding onto the mizzenmast, and stared across the sparkling water. There was not the least sign of coral. At night, the good captain did not have a chance.

A few minutes before 11:00, a cast of the lead from the Endeavour showed 17 fathoms. Before another cast could be made, the ship struck. By the time she hit the second time, Captain Cook was on deck in his drawers, but he was too late.

Captain Cook gave his orders with coolness and precision. Masts and yards were struck, boats put out to take soundings and set anchors, attempts made to winch the ship off. All to no avail. So they began to lighten ship. All night long, guns, ballast, casks, hoops, staves, oil, jars, decayed stores, everything that could possibly go overboard, did— twenty tons, thirty tons, finally almost fifty tons. Unfortunately they had gone aground at high tide, and the next high tide, at 11:00 A.M., was not enough by two full feet to lift them clear.

As that tide fell, the Endeavour began to take on more water. By noon two pumps were in operation; by mid-afternoon, three. The fourth was broken. But Captain Cook, ever the precise navigator, found time for a noon sight and noted a latitude of 15°45' South.

As Chidiock gurgled north, I pictured the Endeavour lying there on her side. We had the same fine weather. All afternoon they pumped, not just the men, everyone: Mr. Banks, the ship's officers, even Captain Cook himself. There was no panic. They worked steadily to exhaustion. After all, they were on the far side of the moon. It would be years before anyone in England started to miss them.

Captain Cook's thoughts were grim. All possibilities seemed bad. It did not seem likely that they could get the Endeavour off, but even if they did, she would probably sink before they could reach the mainland. There were not enough ship's boats to carry all the crew. If somehow they were able to beach the Endeavour, perhaps they could build a smaller ship from her timbers. But it seemed that even if they survived, Captain Cook's career was at an end.

He did not have much hope for the next tide, but he had to prepare as though he did. As night fell and the tide changed, he detached a few men from the pumps to jettison more stores and to maintain tension on the tackles running to the anchors.

Shortly after 10:00, the captain decided to risk all and heave the ship off if humanly possible. All hands who could be spared from the pumps were turned to the capstan and windlass. Exhausted muscles bunched beneath sweat-streaked shoulders for one last effort. The hull groaned. Drops of water sprayed from the bar-taut anchor lines. And at 10:20, with a sharp crack, the Endeavour floated free. The ship had 3 feet 9 inches of water in the hold. Captain Cook admitted to feeling fear for the first time. The man taking the depth of water in the well was relieved by another, who took the measurement in a slightly different spot. The difference was an immediate 18 inches. Until the cause was discovered, it seemed certain the Endeavour was going down fast.

I wonder what we would have known today of Captain Cook if the ship had sunk. Despite all his qualities of greatness, he was saved now, as he soon would be again a few hundred miles farther north, by chance. That final crack as the Endeavour slipped from the reef was made by a piece of coral breaking off, and the coral remained with her, plugging the hole in her hull.

Captain Cook scattered his emotions along that coast of green mountains 2,000 to 4,000 feet high. Cape Tribulation, named because it was where his troubles began, lay to the south of me. Abeam lay Weary Bay, where the Endeavour was slowly towed by one of the boats, while another searched the coast for a spot where the ship could be beached. They found it at the mouth of what is now the Endeavour River, twenty miles north, but they needed three days to get her there. And still out of sight to the north was Cape Flattery, which falsely flattered them into believing that the worst was over.

When I had raised anchor that morning at 4:00 A.M. I planned to go into the old mining town of Cooktown, on the Endeavour River, but already I had changed my mind. At 11:00 A.M. the wind was too good to waste, and by noon it was too strong to risk crossing the bar. In my mind I watched Cook's men work the Endeavour in. They touched bottom twice, took a week to make repairs, and then were trapped for more than a month by the south easterlies before they could get back out. During that enforced respite, they became the first Europeans to see a kangaroo, and Captain Cook made a chart of the river that one could use today.

But although I wanted to think of Captain Cook, Chidiock was going like a bat out of Bullamakanka. The forecast at Cairns had been for twenty to twenty-five knot winds and rough seas. Just before we left, a powerboat had come into Cairns and created a new standard for anchoring on top of Chidiock, tied as she had been for five months fore and aft to a permanent mooring. When his dinghy hit Chidiock at low tide, the powerboat's owner casually remarked, "I think you're dragging into me," and when I raised sail, he said, "You're not going out in that?" I wasn't sure whether he meant Chidiock or the weather or both, and did not bother to ask.

The wind had not been bad, though, and we had made good progress that first day, and better the second even before the wind piped up to the forecast force and Chidiock began surfing at ten knots amidst miscellaneous bits of coral. Although I kept the jib tied to the tiller, I had to do most of the steering, and the result was a slight problem when I set a course for a distant headland I thought to be Cape Bedford and could not look under the jib again until the real Cape Bedford made an unexpected appearance directly ahead and, lamentably, somewhat to windward of us. There was no time to bother with foul weather gear as I hardened up to a close reach to fight clear. I was somewhat bedraggled by the time I dropped anchor at sunset in Cape Bedford's comfortable lee.

The next morning I was awake and sailing before dawn in what was to become the established routine on this—for me—unique coastal passage. With dawn after 6:00 A.M. and sunset less than twelve hours later, an early start was imperative, and we were always underway less than ten minutes after I awakened. Anchoring in less than a fathom of water, I would sit up, extricate myself from the tarp, which seems capable still of devising new ways of trying to suffocate me, insert the rudder, unfurl the mizzen and jib, and raise the anchor, and we would be gliding across the dark, usually smooth water. Everything else could be attended to while underway. Inside the Great Barrier Reef there are just too many dangers, unless one sticks to the main shipping channel, which for Chidiock has its own disadvantages. I had planned our stops so that we would cover the 550 miles to Cape York in ten days, and en route we reached our intended stop every night but one, when we were becalmed.

A few people who had sailed this coast had not spoken well of it, but its isolation suited my mood exactly. Beyond Cairns there is nothing much except for the shipping in the main channel and the prawn boats, many of which were in the various anchorages as I entered. I was glad that the prawn fishermen and I were working different hours. I was on the day shift and they were on nights. We nodded as we passed—I on the way in to anchor, wash myself, and with an anxious glance for crocodiles, dive overboard to rinse off, while they were preparing their nets. At sunset, while I was heating my dinner, they turned on their bright deck lights, upped anchor, and chugged away. At times they seemed to me like ponderous ballerinas performing an obscure dance, and I was always relieved when they were gone. It had been years since I had made so long a coastal passage, and this one reinforced my belief that, while interesting, sailing beside land is more tiring than being offshore. The wind is less reliable; the waves more confused; currents stronger, dangers more numerous; and demands on attention greater. Aboard Chidiock, my skin even suffered as much as it does at sea, because the weather was too hot for foul weather gear, and while the seas were mostly low, the odd wave always managed to find its way aboard. But I was able to stand up part of each day while at anchor and usually even while sailing, so the circulation in my legs did not suffer.

On probably no other ocean-going vessel does simply standing up change your perspective more than it does aboard Chidiock, so I found many reasons to stand. The Admiralty pilot says of one cape that "from a distance it appears to be an island." This is not terribly useful when all capes appear to be islands if viewed from true sea level, as they are by one sitting in Chidiock, and that particular day, with land a mile away, I took a noon sight to determine which of several rather nondescript points was abeam.

More even than the solitude and isolation and generally fine sailing—for after the first two days we had only moderate winds except for a morning squall near Cape Direction and a few brief showers near Torres Strait—I enjoyed that coast because of its history. Captains Cook and Bligh and Edwards, and the unfolding of the Bounty mutiny, were all there. The coast, the sea, the season, the weather, all were as they had been. Only a little imagination was needed to bring the past to life. I even used a copy of Captain Bligh's chart for the last hundred miles.

As I sailed on, I was first rejoined by Captain Cook, who, upon extricating himself from the Endeavour River, followed the true sailor's longing for sea room and tried to get away from the coast and this maze of coral he called the Labyrinth. In this case it was the wrong decision made for the right reasons. I have made a few of those myself. For although he could not know it, there was no sea room for hundreds of miles in what was to become known as the Coral Sea. He did find his way through the main body of the reef beyond Lizard Island, only sixty miles north of Cooktown. The relief leaps from the page of his journal for Tuesday, August 14, 1770, when at last the Endeavour is beyond the breakers and for the first time in more than a thousand miles there is no bottom at 150 fathoms.

But no sooner had he safely escaped, as he thought and hoped, from the coral, than the land began to toy with him. For hundreds of miles the coast had been high, green, and tending north. Now the hills became lower and browner and fell away sharply to the northwest. The worried captain had no choice but to follow in this new direction, hugging the outside of the reef, which is a most unforgiving lee shore.

As I skirted Cape Melville on April 25, I saw the trick of geography that almost killed him. Beyond Cape Melville, which is so brown and boulder-strewn it reminds me of Baja California, the coast falls away to the south in a fifty-mile arc. From my boat I could see, fifteen miles ahead, the islands of the Flinders Group, and then, although I knew the coast was there, nothing.

Outside the reef, Captain Cook became more anxious with each succeeding mile. His job was to chart the coast, and he couldn't even see the bloody thing. He was also supposed to locate Torres's strait and determine conclusively whether New Guinea and New Holland were joined by land. Perhaps that void over there was the strait. The only way to find out was to go back through the coral, an irony that was not lost on the captain, as he recorded the happiness with which he re- encountered "those shoals which but two days ago our utmost wishes were crowned by getting clear of.”

On Thursday, August 16, the lookout thought he saw the termination of the reef, and they sailed in. Only when the ship was too close for retreat could the men see that what they were approaching was just a narrow pass. The wind died, and they were becalmed. Inexorably the tide carried them toward the coral. Boats were set out, but although they were able to get the Endeavour's bow around, they could not tow her off. Helplessly they drifted closer, just as I had during my last circumnavigation, in my engineless thirty-seven foot cutter in the pass at Papeete.

No wind, a tide setting the boat onto a reef, no bottom for the anchor. I too had kept my bow pointed seaward toward a nonexistent wind. I too had kept watching the line of surf edge nearer. I too had known, as Captain Cook must have, that I alone was responsible for getting into the predicament. I too had hoped, as he must have, for something, anything, salvation. And I too was saved, as he was, by chance. If you go to sea, you had better know what you are doing, you had better be self-reliant, you had better be strong and persevering; but if you put yourself at risk long enough, you had also better have some luck.

 At 7:00 P.M. on December 23, 1974, my cutter, Egregious, was where the Endeavour was at 4:00 P.M. on August 16, 1770. Let Captain Cook say it: ". . . between us and Destruction was only a dismal Valley the breadth of one wave." And then, when we were both considering what we would do after the inevitable wreck, a shadow of a whisper of a breath of breeze reached us both, and ever so gradually we edged our way clear—I to the open ocean and a minor disaster in the Roaring Forties, the good captain to a safe passage through the reef the next day and then a relatively uneventful sail to Cape York.

Again in Captain Cook's words, echoed by all aboard who ever wrote about his voyage: ". . . this is the narrowest Escape we ever had." To that point in our respective careers anyway.

We are accustomed to think of Captain Cook after his apotheosis into the Great Navigator, arguably the greatest. But we forget that on this first voyage he was not so secure. He did not come from the British Establishment. His father was a farm laborer, and Cook had risen from the ranks through merit in an age when Family and Influence were all-powerful. If he failed to satisfy his masters on this his first important command, there were countless other men in the Royal Navy clamoring to make the next great voyage of exploration. So Captain Cook felt the need to justify himself in his log: "Was it not for the pleasure which naturally results to a Man from being the first discoverer, even was it nothing more than sands and Shoals, this service would be insupportable especially in far distant parts, like this, short of Provisions and almost every other necessary. The world will hardly admit of an excuse for a man leaving a Coast unexplored he has once discovered, if dangers are his excuse he is then charged with Timorousness and want of Perseverance and at once pronounced the unfittest man in the world to be employ'd as a discoverer; if on the other hand he boldly encounters all the dangers and obstacles he meets and is unfortunate enough not to succeed he is then charged with Temerity and want of conduct."

In other words, no matter what a sailor does, some self-styled expert sitting comfortably ashore will say it was the wrong thing. Thank you, Captain Cook, from all of us who explore uncharted coasts of the human spirit.

The wind was blowing hard as I drove Chidiock toward Cape Direction. Providential Channel, where Cook re-entered the reef, still lay a few miles north, when through the rain I caught a glimpse of a tattered sail. Then the rain closed down. The waves were only three feet high, but uncomfortably steep and close together. It seemed that Chidiock was being set inside Cape Direction, and remembering Cape Bedford, I did not relish the possibility of having to harden up again to get clear. I concentrated on steering, so the call "Ahoy, Chidiock Tichborne" took me by surprise. I ducked under the loose foot of the main, and there, a few boat lengths to windward, was another open boat, a few feet longer than Chidiock, lug-sailed, deeper, and filled with men, so many I could not count them, sprawled all over one another. Their clothes were in shreds and they were obviously starving, but their faces were filled with joy. The figure at the tiller was recognizable, although a mere shadow of the well-fed ghost I had seen pacing the waves off Tofua Island almost two years earlier. "Young man," he called, "what took you so long?"

"Captain Bligh, I appreciate the 'young,' but I am in fact four years older than you as I see you today."

The nearness of land after the 2,600 mile sail from Tofua had tempered his usual choler. He even smiled as he replied. "Well, you are and you aren't. I may be only thirty-five, but that was my age back in 1789. I repeat, what have you been doing since we lost sight of one another in the Feejees?"

A gust caught the Bounty's launch and drove her down on Chidiock and for a moment we were both occupied with preventing a collision. By the time the gust had passed, Chidiock had pulled ahead, and I eased the mainsheet to enable the launch to come back within hailing distance. "She sails well," he called.

"But I am not so heavily laden as you," I said. "It would be interesting, though, to see how they sail just man for man."

The captain's spirit was incredible. Despite his ordeal his eyes gleamed. "Perhaps . . . no . . . it simply can't be done." He gestured toward the crew, all of whom were staring eagerly toward an island off a cape ahead. "History is what it is."

"They cannot see me?" I asked.

"No. Only I can. One of the many peculiarities of this ghost business. You were saying?"

"After leaving Chidiock in Suva for the rainy season, I set out again in May. Three days later we hit something that was floating in the sea.

We were then halfway to Vanuatu, as people now call the islands where you tried to land but were driven off by the natives. I was shipwrecked farther down the chain. They gave me a somewhat better welcome than they did you."

The land was near, with gusts and cross seas curving around the high eastern side of the island, and for a while Chidiock again moved ahead. When we were in the lee, I hove to and reached for the Nikonos camera. The Bounty's launch came on. "I'm going ashore here," said the captain, pointing at a narrow strip of sand.

I took the photograph. "It will not come out," he said. I shrugged. "Worth a try. It is said that there is a better anchorage beyond the point." "I don't trust the natives on the mainland." "But there is no one there." "Not for you, but for me they are waving clubs and making threatening gestures." His voice became querulous. "You know I go to the island. Restoration Island I name it, both for the restoration of my ship's company to life and for the restoration of Charles II to the throne. It never did an officer harm to flatter the Crown, even if as individuals princes are more meretricious than meritorious. Do you sail in the morning?"

"Yes."

"Ah well. We will stay here for two days. The men need to regain their strength." A scowl crossed his face. "Though as soon as they do, they will become insolent and that fool Lamb will almost kill himself by gorging down nine raw birds. Scum hardly worth saving, but it is my duty."

I watched the much-maligned man head in to the island. The more I had studied him, the more I became convinced that in all the great moments in his life—the Bounty mutiny, his service with Duncan at Camperdown and Nelson at Copenhagen, the Rum Rebellion when he was governor of New South Wales—he had not only been right but had also done his duty properly.

The launch was almost at the beach before I realized that we would probably not meet again. "Captain?" I called.

"What?" He was brusque now at the interruption.

"For two years I've been wondering, was that really marmalade I saw on your vest off Tofua?"

"Yes," he grunted and turned back to steer through the shore break.

I started to ask where he had obtained marmalade, but then even a ghost must want to get ashore after 2,600 miles in an open boat, and, reluctantly, I jibed Chidiock and sailed to join the prawn boats at Portland Roads. The mystery of the marmalade would remain unsolved.

I was right. I never did see Captain Bligh's ghost again, although the next night I anchored within sight of Sunday Island, his second anchorage, where he had handed a sword to William Purcell, the carpenter, and told him to either obey orders or fight. Purcell chose to obey. But I did observe from a distance the final scenes of the Bounty saga.

Two days north of Restoration Island, I looked seaward toward the reef where the egregious Captain Edwards wrecked the Pandora.

Immediately upon Bligh's return to England, the Admiralty dispatched Edwards in the twenty-four gun frigate Pandora to track down the mutineers. The Pandora made for Tahiti via Cape Horn. At dawn on March 17, 1791, the ship passed just north of Pitcairn Island, where Fletcher Christian successfully sought oblivion; but the Pandora sailed on, and Edwards had to settle for those mutineers who had unwisely remained in Tahiti, along with the men who, although always loyal to Captain Bligh, had been prevented from joining him in the launch.

Edwards tossed them all, loyal crewmen and mutineers alike, into a small round deckhouse in the stern, which naturally became known as Pandora's Box. The Box could be entered only through a twenty inch hole in the top. It was hot and foul, and the prisoners were kept constantly in leg irons. Edwards intended to return to England via Cook's Endeavour Strait. When Bligh learned of this, he predicted that Edwards was not seaman enough to make it. And again Captain Bligh was right, for on the night of August 28, 1791, after a three day search for a pass through the coral, the Pandora went onto the reef.

Edwards can be forgiven for not being a Captain Cook or a Captain Bligh. He cannot be forgiven for permitting the ensuing panic, although apparently someone did forgive him, for he died in 1815 an admiral. The ship took on ten feet of water in twenty minutes, but she did not sink for several hours. Still, thirty-five men drowned, including four of the "mutineers," whom, despite their pleas, Edwards refused to release from Pandora's Box. That any of them survived was due only to Will Moulter, the boatswain's mate, who risked his life to unbolt the scuttle and toss down the key to their irons. Ever true to his nature, Edwards was by no means the last to leave the sinking ship.

In four boats, the survivors proceeded to Kupang, where they arrived on September 15. Two of Edwards's lieutenants, Hayward and Hallet, had had the pleasure of being midshipmen with Bligh, and thus found themselves reaching Kupang for the second time in a little over two years in an open boat. History does not seem to have recorded their comments, perhaps because in any age but ours their comments were unprintable.

And from the anchorage in the lee of Cape York, I could look north toward the channel Bligh surveyed when he returned to Torres Strait a year later, in September 1792, in command of the Providence. He had been commissioned to return to Tahiti to fulfill the Bounty's original mission of transporting breadfruit to the West Indies, where it was to be used as cheap food for the slaves. The main shipping channel through the strait still passes through Bligh Entrance from the Pacific.

I smiled to myself as I sat aboard Chidiock Tichborne on my rest day at Cape York and recalled that this time Captain Bligh was successful. The breadfruit reached the West Indies, where, as expected, the trees flourished. The grateful planters even gave Bligh an expensive gift, but their gratitude was premature. The inconsiderate slaves hated the taste of breadfruit and starved rather than eat the loathsome stuff. If heroism and folly were not equally their own justification, one might even believe that it all had been in vain.

A white heron squawked as it flew over Chidiock, and brought me back to the present. Of all people, lone sailors should not examine heroism and folly too closely.