With occasional exceptions I avoid answering: Why do you sail? I have found that people either understand instinctively or they never will. And beyond that it appears to me that as a species we have evolved by being better at answering 'how' than 'why'. Yet in rereading STORM PASSAGE I came across the following which is as good an answer to why I have sailed and lived as I have as any.
Also from STORM PASSAGE the ending of Part 1 written just after I returned to San Diego in March 1975 after my first two attempts at Cape Horn failed because of rigging damage.
And the end of Part 2 when I had successfully become the first American to round Cape Horn alone and had completed a two stop circumnavigation in world record time.
I do not delude myself that I have conquered the sea; it is enough to have faced it. And I am more proud that I continued to struggle against defeat than of my ultimate victory. To struggle was in my control: victory in that of chance.
(You know that now I would not have claimed 'victory'.)
"Resurgam", I said, and now I must learn the Latin for 'I have risen.' "Time and chance and Cape Horn: I am still coming at you," I said, and I kept coming until Cape Horn was mine; and for one brief moment in my life, time and chance subdued. "Victory or death," I said, and though death often seemed the more likely, finally it is victory. "Wind and waves of torment cease," and for a while they have. "Sail to the limit," and I sailed beyond. "An ordeal of grandeur," I said, and it was. It truly was,
In Auckland, Suzanne I attended an exhibit of Chinese art. One of the objects was a figure holding aloft thirty-two concentric spheres, only the outer half dozen of which were visible, all carved from a single piece of ivory. The satisfaction of the artist upon completing carving all thirty-two spheres and knowing that each--even the innermost which would never be seen--was perfect, is the same as that of a man who completes a solo circumnavigation, who fulfills any dream, even though no one else ever knows.
I smile to myself as EGREGIOUS sails slowly across the dusky harbor, and beyond the sea-etched face of the man, a small boy grins because he has made his dream come true.
Egregious man, boat, voyage, life.
The fool smiles and sails on.
In looking for something else I found screenshots of these two poems. I don't recall posting them before, but may have. If so they are worth reading again.
I do not know who wrote the second.
2 comments:
Webb -Thank you for posting the nine videos of your recent out and back sail. I enjoyed watching all of them very much. Very inspiring. I note that the individual videos have received between about 240 and 750 views. Not as many as Taylor Swift, but I know you are not counting. Regards, Scott. Los Angeles.
Thank you for taking the time to comment, Scott. I appreciate knowing that some find what I do and write of interest, though a not quite as many as appreciate Taylor Swift.
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